I remember I lived to call my friends and share what was going on. I would recount every step of every day with them and even though we were so far away from each other, it still felt like we were close. There wasn’t a single story of their lives that I missed and vice versa.
I miss my friends and I still love them I just think it’s amazing and weird to be so disconnected. During the past two years my entire life changed. Those I used to speak to every single day, I barely even call anymore. If something interesting happens, I just turn to my blog and write about it, no one to share it with these days.
I’m not sad about it, I just think it’s weird. When you’re young you think you’ll be super close forever and then- I don’t know. I still love them, it’s just not the same anymore. I chalked it up to not needing the advice and opinions that you felt you needed when you were younger. We’re older now and the decisions we make are our own. We trust ourselves and everything isn’t as dramatic as it once was yet, I find myself thinking back and wondering what happened.
This is crazy. Every single woman I used to pour my heart out to, is now relegated to a faint memory or a simple “like” on a Facebook status.
I wonder what’s next.