I swear. My head is about to explode.
My brain hurts so much. I’m sitting here in my room with no shirt on after eating tuna and crackers and reading about 4 articles on marketing just to brush up on my skills.
How can I move forward? What else can I do?
I have tried every brilliant idea that I can think of and still my work goes unnoticed. I have:
Written nearly 2,000 article published online
Written 5 ebooks
Written 3 porn ebooks
Written 1 print book
Created 3 documentaries
Given away grants to women in need
Put myself in danger for my stories
Given up all of my free time and energy
Started doing marketing consulting as a side business
Broken through to get published in some of my favorite publications.
Started my own web properties that I update regularly.
Saved lives
Counseled women
Provided emotional support and coaching
Busted my brain open daily
So much more shit I don’t even remember- every day.
And now my brain hurts from it all.
I feel like a failure.
I feel like a failure.
Shouldn’t I have something to show for this amount of dedication and work?
Shouldn’t I be able to at least feed myself?
My brain hurts.
But I am not depressed.
I am just tired.
My brain is tired.
I will give my brain a rest.
