It’s like almost 4am and I’m sitting in the shelter.
People around me are asleep on the patio floor. I’m sitting on a mat. It’s hot and muggy out. I’m sweating. I keep trying to figure out how I can spend time with my sons. I can’t think of anything. It’s too hot to meet up at the park, or maybe we can.
I feel highly unsuccessful at this project but i do believe my videos are awesome. It’s like, whenever I need some inspiration, I just create a video and then watch it.
I need to find a place to rest today. I can’t get rest in the shelter at all during the day and for some reason I can’t sleep tonight so I don’t know what I’m going to do. I’m thinking of trying to go sleep in the airport. It’s only one bus ride away. It takes 3 buses to get to my Mama’s house so that’s a bit trickier.
I can’t sleep at the park because they kicked me out yesterday.
I just need a place to get some rest.