Te-Erika’s Diary: My Brain Is Tired

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I swear. My head is about to explode.

My brain hurts so much. I’m sitting here in my room with no shirt on after eating tuna and crackers and reading about 4 articles on marketing just to brush up on my skills.

How can I move forward? What else can I do?

I have tried every brilliant idea that I can think of and still my work goes unnoticed. I have:

Written nearly 2,000 article published online

Written 5 ebooks

Written 3 porn ebooks

Written 1 print book

Created 3 documentaries

Given away grants to women in need

Put myself in danger for my stories

Given up all of my free time and energy

Started doing marketing consulting as a side business

Broken through to get published in some of my favorite publications.

Started my own web properties that I update regularly.

Saved lives

Counseled women

Provided emotional support and coaching

Busted my brain open daily

So much more shit I don’t even remember- every day.

And now my brain hurts from it all.

I feel like a failure.

I feel like a failure.

Shouldn’t I have something to show for this amount of dedication and work?

Shouldn’t I be able to at least feed myself?

My brain hurts.

But I am not depressed.

I am just tired.

My brain is tired.

I will give my brain a rest.

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